without love

the irony of this week is the fact that the word released was to not let any unwholesome talk out of my mouth, yet i said plenty of wrong things in my riled up state.

i guess while it's a good thing to be passionate for my own faith, God showed me that Jesus did not need peter to cut off the soldier's ear at the garden, neither does He want me to be His defender. He will defend, He will avenge.

i have reversed the roles in my own foolish pride. at least it's not too late to watch what i say.

"and if i give all i possess to the poor and the helpless, i'll still be nothing without love"